“I learned that courage was not the absence of fear, but the triumph over it. The brave man is not he who does not feel afraid, but he who conquers that fear.” —- Nelson Mandela
“I am a survival” I say
“I am a survival because GOD will not give me what I can’t handle”
“I am a survival because through Him, I can climb great hill”
From having a home one minute to becoming homeless the next is something I don’t understand until I was put in the same position just last week. So why am I homeless? Why didn’t I beg the person that made me homeless to forgive me so I can still stay at home?
Well it wasn’t easy at all, I have had enough; I had to let it out because I am suffocating, it was hard for me to breathe a fresh air, it was like I was in a cage with 20 people where the air we breathe is of people other. It was like, I was not living the life of my own but of another person, I was not doing what I want to do, I was not able to go out there, make mistake and to learn from it.
“Everyone can rise above their circumstances and achieve success if they are dedicated to and passionate about what they do.” —- Nelson Mandela
After packing all my stuff in my car, the first think that occur to me was “Where would I sleep? “What am I going to do?” I called some to see if I could stay the night without telling them why. Some, where not able to be reach and some had to go out. But if you never give-up on yourself, GOD will never give-up on you. I was hesitated to call one of my other friend whom I know is travelling because I didn’t want to disturb her, but I had no choice. Without telling her nothing but hearing the sound of my voice, told me to come over, she offered me to stay over at her place until she comes back from her vacation.
Yes financially, I am stuck because I have no money but I am content. I am able to breathe freely and work hard in order for me to get a place to stay while also be paying off my Car loan and Student loan without deferring or missing any payment.
All I could say is, GOD is with me in this journey and through him, I can climb any hills that are approaching for I know HE watches me.
The Journey just begins…..
“After climbing a great hill, one only finds that there are many more hills to climb.” —- Nelson Mandela